Life can sometimes get in the way of life. You get what I mean? I am sure you do!
You can sometimes get so caught up with what is going on in your life and your feelings that you can forget about other people. I find that I get so stressed (usually about nothing worth stressing about) and caught up with whats going on in my head that I forget to ask my loved ones how they are feeling. I know this is something I have to work on but I find this very difficult to get out of the feeling which always spirals out of control
I tend to have a habit of taking on more than I can chew and it overwhelms me and it is my close friends and family who actually take the brunt of the stress. They are the ones who have to pick me up off the ground when I am having a melt down which is usually caused by a mixture of not enough time to do all the things I need to do and also being so overtired that all a need is three PROPER sleeps in a row. See taking on more than I can chew.
So I know we all think we are super busy but even my boss and work colleuges don’t know how I do it. I mean, I don’t know how I do it. Just to give you an idea….
Work 35-40hrs per week (part time…) at a dance school office
Work 15hrs per week at 3 different dance schools teaching kids
Studying (6-10hrs per week) a Bachelor of Business (3rd year) online
I work 6 days a week with only Sundays off, then again Sunday is my study day, assignment day, invoice day AND rest day! I don’t know about you but its pretty hard to remember to even eat in between all of this.
I also admit that I haven’t taken a holiday in about two and a half years…. that could also be a contributing factor. But guess what! I am about to go on a two week holiday after Easter and it couldn’t come at a better time. It is more than overdue and the first holiday with my partner and I get to meet my Goddaughter and her little brother for the FIRST time. I couldn’t be more excited for it
This post is more of a rant than my usual but I am trying to get back into writing again as it is something that makes me happy. I am struggling to find the time but I am going to give it my best shot. I hope you guys all have a lovely week!